Responsibility

Had to turn down breakfast with my Bestie because I have to work. :(

Yesterday was rough city. I thought fairly seriously about taking a bath with the toaster. We are in dire straits as far as money goes and the job search for me is grim. I think it is made more grim because I'm not all that psyched about taking a teaching job in English because while I'm technically qualified (and lets face it- would probably kick ass), I FEEL like a fraud.

And there aren't a ton of Drama Job postings so...

Aaron had a mini panic attack about money. Next month we start paying bigboy rent for our gorgeous new apartment and I don't think we'll be able to make all ends meet.

Wow this is more of a downer than I'd expected. I have to get ready for work now. Did I mention I hate working? LOL. Most people do, I guess. I just never wanted to be most people. I think we all want to be the exception to the rule, to be singular.

A good teacher I had once told us that the secret of lifetime happiness is finding out what you love to do, and then finding a way to get paid for doing it.

Unfortunately my Hubby doesn't yet make enough money to let me sit at home and watch soaps and play house. How terribly un-feminist of me. Its not a gender thing really, it's a LAZY thing.

Second I suppose would be teaching Drama, but IDK... that makes me plenty grumpy alot of the time.

Well, we have to hold onto the apartment through May because we finally picked a shower date and that's in may! Would hate to send out a correction to the initial invites: "Uh, sorry folks, change of venue... the tennants were deadbeats and the landlord kicked them out so..."

UGH!

I gotta go!