Saw all my baby neices this week! Z Monster, Magpie, Phia, and Nattlebug!
They are all going to pretty amazing women someday, and I am inspired just to know them, humbled to see the future in their eyes!
And the women (and men) raising these girls are inspirational too!
I would like to comment that my vacation is just zooming by and I am not really accomplishing all the things I need to accomplish, which is worrisome. But, strangely, I am HAPPY. It is a somewhat false and insular happiness, because it is the kind that requires me to make-believe the real world doesn't exist and that it doesn't have pressing demands... but it is a warm and cozy and very calm sort of happiness.
Whenever I begin to stress Aaron pulls me close and tells me to trust that everything will work out. To believe in us. So I do. And I melt into him and I am content.
The bill collectors, however, are getting pretty fucking irate. So, between cleaning my car, doing the laundry, prepping for drama class and any other miscellany that I've sworn to do tomorrow, I MUST MUST MUST see about debt relief.
Grim.
And bleeding from the uterus doesn't make any of this more fun, believe it or not!
They are all going to pretty amazing women someday, and I am inspired just to know them, humbled to see the future in their eyes!
And the women (and men) raising these girls are inspirational too!
I would like to comment that my vacation is just zooming by and I am not really accomplishing all the things I need to accomplish, which is worrisome. But, strangely, I am HAPPY. It is a somewhat false and insular happiness, because it is the kind that requires me to make-believe the real world doesn't exist and that it doesn't have pressing demands... but it is a warm and cozy and very calm sort of happiness.
Whenever I begin to stress Aaron pulls me close and tells me to trust that everything will work out. To believe in us. So I do. And I melt into him and I am content.
The bill collectors, however, are getting pretty fucking irate. So, between cleaning my car, doing the laundry, prepping for drama class and any other miscellany that I've sworn to do tomorrow, I MUST MUST MUST see about debt relief.
Grim.
And bleeding from the uterus doesn't make any of this more fun, believe it or not!
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