Yesterday was an absolutely exquisite sunday. So perfect. I guess I ought not go into details, but I feel like standing on a mountaintop and declaring how amazing life was yesterday.
The kind of day that makes you forget there could ever be anything wrong. The kind of day where you lay down your burdens and cast aside your worries and just live, in the moment, exist in the joy and pleasure and beauty of a perfect sunday with the one that you love.
Conversely, today is monday. back to life, back to reality. Today I start a new job as a summer camp couselor and tomorrow I reprise my role as a drama instructor for Act One Scene One as well.
These are the jobs I am highly qualified for. These are the jobs I'd rather not do. I would, in all honesty, like nothing better than to be able to call them up and say: "Nah, this isn't for me." Because it doesn't feel right. I feel nervous and my brain just isn't getting into thinking of fun games to play or ideas for material and I am NOT INTO IT AT ALL.
I'm kinda jazzed that I'll be working in proximity to my husband; it will be kinda thrilling to look accross a crowded cafeteria and see him there, see the man who does naughty things to me at home, lol. I told Aaron this morning that it's a damn good thing people can't read minds, because when I see him, Oh the things I think! Jeesh. Inappropriate! After yesterday I'm not sure I won't blush when I see him this afternoon.
Another thing I did yesterday was read some awful, awful erotica. Amateur, on the interwebz shit. It was bad, but I kept reading because of the 'story'. Anyway, it made me feel much better about Cedar Falls but also made me want to be even better. So. That's a goal.
In other news hopefully this week I will get to go see and hang out with Baby Zoe and the Pigeons! Sounds like an awesome cartoon band from my youth, like Josie and the Pussycats! Anyhow I miss them all a great deal and hope we'll get together soon.
EEEK. Yesterday is over, I need to accept that. Now it's today. I have to embrace that. Sigh. Wish me luck on my first day at a new job.
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Hey Beth! I'm following you! ;)
I forgot how fun it is to blog!
I know how it is to have one of those perfect days... I think the Universe gives them to us to remind us that yes, life can be crappy, but also so so good! We have those days to keep us going. Use it as your jumping post and before you know it, you'll be having ANOTHER perfect day!
Give Baby Zoe a kiss for me! =)
I can't even THINK about sexy stuff for at least 4 weeks. ;(
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