Where the fuck have I been?

UG!

Sorry for the radio silence! between my new job and the net being down here (stupid fucking neighbors broke the goddamn modem!), I have not been able to post! The good news, though, is that I continue to write, despite all odds. In any spare moment I am writing. less-than-fortunately for us, though, is that until I can bank enough money to purchase a netbook, much of my writing lately has been fucking long-hand, because my spare moments are now at work!

wowza. full time job-o-rama.

I'm sure I'll get used to it. right?

Aaron exploded at me last night (after I exploded about something trivial), and said I've been this crazy tense ball of anxiety for like a week and it is a real problem and it is causing him physical pain to be around. yikes, right? I had had no idea. none.

And the roommate sitch? getting real fucking old. Wouldn't be so bad if the kid had a plan, a goal, any-fucking-thing at all. But we're a couple months in now, no car, no savings, no prospects for a roommate to go in on an apt with, no fucking plan at fucking all, and thus far no real offer to help with anything around here. so yay.

He did take the garbage out today without being prompted, which is awesomesauce, because even aaron can't manage that consistently!

Know what I think I'd like to do? be a theatre professor\director at a college. not even a big time college. just a nice college. a diverse one. And I should like to teach things like acting, sure, and directing, naturally, but also i believe i should probably teach play analysis, scene study, and playwrighting.

That being said, perhaps I ought to write a play for y'all? Mayhaps. Sometimes I think the scenes for cedarfalls would be alot fucking snappier if i could divorce them from the narrative novel form and just throw up dialogue and stage direction. Maybe i'll do that one of these times, eh?

Alright, I'mma run. I feel like doing something brainless and demotivational for a while.

Oh, did i mention I dropped my phone in the toilet and had to get a new phone? That's fun on a budget of Nil!

But anywayz, apologies for the lapse. know that it is still my goal and endeavor to blog daily-- though, as ever, I can't promise much in the way of quality assurance. Proceed with caution.