So far...

I am exhausted. I understand the first couple of weeks back are going to take some getting used to, but, sheeeesh. try explaining that to my feet. Or my sleepy self at five in the AM when that damn cell phone alarm goes off. Ay ay ay.

Is it really only wednesday?

Jiminy christmas.

I honestly feel like /i have no time to write and post, though I do my best. Been writing shorthand at school whenever possible. But when will I have time to type that shit up? I guess i need to think about saving for a netbook. that would be splendiferous.

And, um, yeah, how the fuck is anyone ever supposed to have a baby too? Unreal. We'll see, friends, we'll just have to see. Maybe next year if I get a real teacher job. Because all this running around is likely to take ten years off my life. lolz. Actually, I'm hoping once i get used to it that it will actually generate more energy, rather than sap it.

And if I can manage, i'd like to get on that damn excercise machine that's gathering dust over there in the corner. Aaron and I tried to make this bet that we wouldn't have sex unless we both lost ten pounds first. I think we will both cheat on that bet. but it was a noble sort of goal, if depressing. I honestly don't want to be thinking about poundage and weight and body image while I'm making love (or fucking). it's the anti-aphrodesiac, am i right? but whatevs.

Of course, try telling my 6:30 pm self to climb on that excersise machine. Try telling my tired, achy, hungry, grumpy, still-need-to-get-dinner-prepped-and-made-and-eaten, couch-craving self to throw on some sweats and do 20 minutes on the eliptical.

And you will probably find yourself smacked and verbally abused.

Ok, now I'm running a bit behind time, so lemme get the hell outta here. Oh internets i miss thee during my long ass day.

wish me luck this hump day! I'm supposedly going out for margaritas tonight after work.

That'll make thursday morning fun fun fun :(