Thanksgiving.

I'm still here.

It feels shaky, it feels tentative, it feels weary and cautious and all so touch-and-go.

Today is thanksgiving.

I am thankful for the love of my dearest friends.  I am thankful that Aaron and i still seem to have love, despite us reaching a point yesterday which I believed there could be no coming back from.

I'm still not convinced.  But we'll see.

I hope it's not always this feeling of holding my breath.