A bundle of nerves.

Tonight is the WeeBee ten year class reunion.

I was talked in to attending, despite my mounting anxiety.

Now I have to go without one of my best friends.  

I am nervous and shaky and things are still feeling fragile with Aaron and to go to this tonight is making me a little manic.  

Things happen.  I get it.  But.  

I'm so worked up about this now.  Ugh.

Now the number of people I want to see there numbers like, three?  Four maybe?

And only really one in particular ;)

But I'm feeling so tense and insane about it at this moment.  Grumblecakes...

And what will I even wear?

I need to relax.

Because I am going to see someone that i very much want to hang out with.  And that makes it worth it.  And we can leave whenever I want.  And i will likely have some sangria before I go.

Fuck it.

Maybe a good amount of sangria. 

But i don't want to be sloppy.  I want to be on my game.  I don't wanna be 'that' person.

But seriously.  What am i going to wear?