confused.

In North Carolina and feeling all sorts of conflicting emotions.  I wasn't going to blog while down here (limited internet and computer access)  (oh, and privacy-- as I typed this I had to stop for 20 minutes because the room was invaded!)  but here I am click-clacking away.

I am confused.

Being around thes babies simulataneously makes me

gotta run. too crazy to do this right now.  mmaybe more later.