Clever titles are elluding me.

Experiencing heartache and disappointment on the career front.

Experiencing so much love and wonderfulness in family arena (enough to out-shine the Bullshit that goes along with families).

The creative writing is here and there and everywhere. Got all wrapped up in family trees, which may be a terrible detour for me, or may lead to some interesting secrets and side stories.

Interesting side note: I am craving cunnilingus. Yeah. Giving it. Receiving it is awesomesauce, and I'm certainly not turning that down, but lately I've been wanting to go down to the delta and worship. So that is likely to manifest in some writing ere long, as i don't have a girlfriend--lol.

Hanging out with the fam last night was so much fun!  I have missed Eric like crazy, and now he's back and he's a grown up (well, 21), so he's super confident and mature and as hilarious as ever.  And its fun to have another geek around to encourage our gaming interests or sci-fi addiction and all that.

I made a yummy and easy dinner last night, which served as a pretty good transition into the vegetarian household for him 'i think.  English muffin pizzas!  On about half of them I uses this garlic & white bean puree as the sauce instead of the traditional tomato, and it was fucking YUM CITY!!  And seriously?  It was a can of white beand pureed up with garlic, a little olive oil and a little melted butter (which is actually just butter flavored vegetable oil since we buy heart healthy smart balance instead of real butter)- just enough to help the magic bullet better puree (it needs moisture or it just will not cooperate!).  So flipping delish. I encourage you all to try it.  shout out to adam pigeon for that little gem of a recipe idea!

Aaron has been peculiar for the past few days though, and no matter how I probe or coddle or come at it sideways I can't seem to unlock the mystery.  Which is unusual, because we tell eachother everything, always.  He keeps telling me that everything is ok, that he's just tired and a little weirded out about going back to work after so much time off, but I gotta tell you, my ghut is giving me a funny tickle; I think there's something else.

He's been surprisingly aloof when Eric is around.  Not like, aloof to me and chummy with Eric, but aloof and withdrawn from both of us.  Eric came home yesterday afternoon, and we hadn't seen him for days because he was so busy with friends, and I was super psyched to sit and chat and joke and catch-up, but aaron seemed to be content to sit with his Lenovo, playing games in an almost trance!  It's like:  Hello!!??  Your brother, one of your best friends ever in the world, is finally back for the first time in two fucking years and you'd rather sit there and play puzzle games and completely check-out?  It was weird.

I'm stumped.  I have a few ideas, but nothing really solid or even likely.  I hope he's ok.  I miss him, you know?  even though he's been physically present for the past few days, I almost feel as though i haven't seen him. 

Maybe when the students come back he'll get back into his groove and feel more himself.  I certainly hope so.

Meanwhile, Danielle, the angel, has dropped off some Sookie Stackhouse books for my reading pleasure!  So awesomepants I can hardly stand it!  I hate to keep a good book waiting, so let me hop off for now.  I'll keep you updated!

Ciao.

Oh, wait, one more fucking thing.  Remember the sidenote about cunnilingus?  In addition, I'd also like to lick, kiss, nuzzle, suckle, motorboat and generally just worship on some beautiful breasts.  So, my current obsession? 

Yup.  I would do anything she wanted me to do.  goddamn.  What a fabulous gift from heaven, is this woman.  Oh Joan. 

Do an image search for christina hendricks.  Just do it.  a goddess.  Curvy, delectible, divine, and red hair to boot?  It's like she was made just for me.  sigh.