Monday, November 14, 2011

Pleasant Polly?

WOW.  Sinus pressure headache like a mothafucking freight train right now.  Ho-ly-SHIT.  I'm not the nasal allergy type, and my colds don't usually take this miserable form, so I am... whoa.  I pretty much wanna rip my face off right now.  I keep trying to massage the sinuses, but I need some real reflief!  looks like I'll be stopping by CVS on way home (a trek i plan on making as soon as fucking possible!  No staying until 6pm today!)

So if they could call a vote of confidence on me right now at work, I'm pretty sure i'd be ousted.  You know, people are always like: 'Oh, ask lots of questions!  People love it when you ask questions!"  But I'm beginning to suspect that my initial instinct was correct in this matter:  Asking too many questions makes your bosses doubt your competency.

I shoulda been sticking to the old stage adage: Fake it till you make it! 

Instead I have been frank about my concerns, my inadequacies, my lack of preparation for this gig, and now I'm being very very  VERY closely monitored. 

As if I didn't already want to quit!

Christ.

Oh, and anyone want any cats?  I'm about at the end of my patience with these boys.  I have NEVER given up a pet before, but I am pretty much over having them at this point.

I will never never never never get another cat.

If I had my way, we'd never get another pet.  Period.

Well.  Ok, we haven't ever had a dog.  Maybe we'll get a nice dog someday.

We're not having kids.  Unless there's some freak accident or twist of fate.  So maybe a dog.  Might be nice.


My fucking head/face!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am not a pleasant polly right now!

I was supposed to stay late and enter all my grades into the computer portal for term one.  Nopes.  I am going the FUCK home as soon as fucking possible.

Oh, and CVS on the way.

Absolutely.

Indubitably.





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