I had a breakdown.
Like a broken fucking record.
I'm tired of saying it, and those around me are tired of hearing it.
And I'm just plain fucking tired.Tired all the time.
Drained. And Weary. And Weak.
And I don't think I can do it.
Aaron wants me to have faith. Says its as easy as deciding. I've never had faith. He says its time to start. I don't think I can do it. He tells me I can. I've never believed in myself. He tells me its time.
All I know for certain is that I'm scared. Everyday. And Cornered. All the time. And there's no way out of this, short of a miracle or a mortal sin.
I bet I'll be the life of the party come parent-teacher conferences :)
Like a broken fucking record.
I'm tired of saying it, and those around me are tired of hearing it.
And I'm just plain fucking tired.Tired all the time.
Drained. And Weary. And Weak.
And I don't think I can do it.
Aaron wants me to have faith. Says its as easy as deciding. I've never had faith. He says its time to start. I don't think I can do it. He tells me I can. I've never believed in myself. He tells me its time.
All I know for certain is that I'm scared. Everyday. And Cornered. All the time. And there's no way out of this, short of a miracle or a mortal sin.
I bet I'll be the life of the party come parent-teacher conferences :)
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