fuck blogging.
did it for more than a year and what did it get me?
I can't write anymore. I don't know how it happened, or if there's a remedy, but I'm alllllll sorts of writer's blocked.
So....
Fuck blogging, and fuck writing, and fuck dreams that don't come true. wah. fuck it all. I'm so many varieties of fucked from so many angles right now that I really wouldn't mind if I suddenly ceased to be.
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
And, oh yeah, fuck.
Andrea? There's no such thing as too much swearing. swearing is awesome. It is fucking bananas awesome.
Just, well, you know, a time and place for everything, right?
I have to interview for a middle school english teacher job on friday. grateful for the interview? um. I guess? But can you really imagine me teaching urban middleschoolers anything? They're so goddamned distracted by sex and bodies that I really believe they should be given two years off to sort through their shit, because there is NO fucking book learning happening during those 2-3 years. Maybe have them in a labor camp or something, make them useful, keep em safe and off the streets, but don't try to teach them anything, for heaven's sake!
Think I should lead with that on the interview?
yeah. Me too.
I'm so fucking over trying to be something that I'm not; but it doesn't matter, because I haven't got another fucking choice.
did it for more than a year and what did it get me?
I can't write anymore. I don't know how it happened, or if there's a remedy, but I'm alllllll sorts of writer's blocked.
So....
Fuck blogging, and fuck writing, and fuck dreams that don't come true. wah. fuck it all. I'm so many varieties of fucked from so many angles right now that I really wouldn't mind if I suddenly ceased to be.
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
And, oh yeah, fuck.
Andrea? There's no such thing as too much swearing. swearing is awesome. It is fucking bananas awesome.
Just, well, you know, a time and place for everything, right?
I have to interview for a middle school english teacher job on friday. grateful for the interview? um. I guess? But can you really imagine me teaching urban middleschoolers anything? They're so goddamned distracted by sex and bodies that I really believe they should be given two years off to sort through their shit, because there is NO fucking book learning happening during those 2-3 years. Maybe have them in a labor camp or something, make them useful, keep em safe and off the streets, but don't try to teach them anything, for heaven's sake!
Think I should lead with that on the interview?
yeah. Me too.
I'm so fucking over trying to be something that I'm not; but it doesn't matter, because I haven't got another fucking choice.
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3 comments:
Well my friend--sounds like you might need a coffee date.
This sounds like EXCELLENT news! An interview?!?!?!!!!! See you tomorrow sexy bitch.
p.s. maybe you can teach them sex ed. hahaha. jk. really though, no touchng in ms. reardons class. it encourages the smells.
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